A new begining

Well it's the new year and I am so thilled to be starting round 3.  I waited longer than I had to to begin again. I went through a lot of stress in the long months since I finished round 2. I make so many mistakes, but I promise that will not happen again. My problem was that I did not do the entire 3 weeks of maintenance after my last round. I made it even worse by eating crap like candy and cakes. The first 2 months were good, only up 1 or 2 pounds the first 8 weeks. It was after that when I started eating the junk.  I tried to keep away from holiday foods, but ate it anyhow.

Going up a size has made me realize how important it is to follow the rules. I feel crappy. I am so ready for the drops. I know how wonderful I will feel in a few more days. I know I can do it right....I am too important to mess it up. I am angry at myself for starting round 3 with more to lose than I should have to lose, but I will look forward and forgive myself.

Well, I will check back in about a week. Until then.........